You realize someone has done so much for you, but you have no clue how to show how thankful you are for what they’ve done. :(
All my life I’ve always gotten yelled at for not hanging out with friends that want to hangout with me. And reason being is because I will FOREVER feel like a burden, like I somehow always bother people, and it may just be in my head but that’s how I feel and probably always will. Sometimes, I wished I could get a decent paying job and a one bedroom apartment by myself so I never had to bother or be a burden on someone to take care of me, or my needs. Or have to listen to my incessant blabbering that constantly repeats myself. Its fine. Though, really. I’ll get through it in my head. Bla bla bla
Most of everything we have we worked for too, my parents didn’t help with the apartment or car or any of that. If my hubby was to lose his job, my parents wouldn’t bail us out, they wouldn’t be able too. I’d have to go back home and live with them until I’m back on my feet or the boyfriend was. So, no, I wouldn’t be bailed out of everything, and for the record, having a baby shower is a good reason why I’m getting most of what I need for the little man.
You always could follow your heart and not your head, its been YOUR choice all along. I feel sad for you that you can’t see that, and you don’t need to be rich to live how I am. Everyone knows I’m certainly not. I just worked hard towards what little I have. And I’m happy with it. In due time better things will come for me. And hopefully they come for you as well. Don’t be jealous! Live like a damn Disney princess, we live ONCE, and I’m not taking that for granted for one second.
Obviously the real me, wasn’t good enough because so many around me are trying to shape everything I am, and my beliefs. I’m not a logical thinker, when it comes to life descisions, i never will be. And its never ever let me down. I am exactly where I’m supposed to be right now because of the fact that i made my choices following my heart, and NOT my head. And I do not regret a single descision. The faces i have are to prevent the arguements, fights, and whatever else may come to those who don”t believe in me or my choices. That’s why they are there. I can go about my day still living the way I want, and no one else wants.
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